Me and my boyfriend Brandon went to taco bell for dinner last night. Randomly he grabs this hot sauce packet and passes it my way across the table. After 7 years of knowing him and him being my high school sweet heart, I've been nothing but a depressed teen with no hope of married since my parents have been divorced since i was a year old i had no real hope of marriage. It's small things like this that gives me hope. No he was purposing but i do plan on marrying him. and this tiny things made in this world i lack hope gave me a glace of what butterflies in my tummy really did feel like. Last night we talked about this and he really does want to spend his life with me. This is on my computer wall paper and phone wall paper. Just looking at this simple object makes me smile.